It were weird, busy, good, lively, sad and very emotional year, but when i gather together all memories, I can say that I am right now happiest than I have ever been.
I have awesome friends, from school and outside of it -yes, I know some of you are actually reading this- and I might or might not found someone to love. From the last one I'm not so sure, I may end up heartbroken, but I'm ready to take the risk and play by the feeling. Who knows what future holds.
But I definitely don't regret anything. Because every single thing led me where I am right now. And that is where I want to be. Not physically, but mentally. I'm ready to actually start to plan for my future, to make it look like me while still considering other people around me. I guess I have matured during year 2014. And I'm exited about what 2015 can bring in front of me.
I still don't know where I am after one and a half year, but one thing I know. I'm definitely ready to everything, and I can survive, no matter what. Right now I don't care if I end up to other country, to Lapland, to Turku or any city in the world. All I care about is that I have had happy times, that I have had reason to smile and laugh.
For this year I promise to try something new, to see something new, to feel something new.
To experience life like it should be experienced.
I no longer stay home while others are doing something. I no longer turn invitations down.
And I promise that I'll try to forget the shitty past that I have. And if not to forget, to deal with it.
With this, I thank all of those people who know me in real life for being there and being part of my world and I wish to each and every single one of you really happy, laughter filled and memorable year 2015!
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