I have been wondering over two weeks what the hell I could do after high school. Something related to languages and different cultures, I know that for sure. But when we go to statistics of employment, unemployment, pay, amount of applied people etc etc etc, I go into real panic.
Because I don't want to study myself right to jobless person. That's not what I'm planning. So, have anyone any good ideas? Or even bad ideas are wanted right now.
I know, I know. I talked so much about going to Germany and starting to study European law or business law, but guess what! I don't think that it is what really interests me. So I have to think again. I'm going tomorrow to speak with our school's study counselor, and maybe she has some ideas, but anyways.
I'm so confused. This is probably the first time EVER when I'm doubting where to go and where I will be in just 2 years! In elementary school I always knew I was going to go to high school, and in 8th and 9th grade and even in first year of high school I thought that I will become a lawyer or judge or prosecutor. But now I'm not so sure anymore. It just feels so weird that I have no plans for the future. Sure I have many dreams, but none of those are something related to studying or job. Or they are, but those aren't about WHAT I want to study. Those are more like WHERE I want to study.
I really hate this. Being teenager sucks, and even more thinking about the future. Do I really have to know it in just a year? Unbelievable! I'm going crazy right now...
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